Problem is employment....it takes a lot of very high quality cheese between one's ears to get forgiveness for that. My condition is kind of like that. Under stress, my brain floats away in a bucket. There was no bidding war for my particular four pounds of gorgonzola. So, I await disability. It isn't so much macho worshipping as the fact that the job market wants perfect employees for minimum wage for all positions. Its an imperfection, as such the gods of market forces must be paid.