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Alpha
My ability to pay attention to what I call my "alpha state" (the state
of mind I get into just before going to sleep) is back. (Wellbutrin took
it away for a while.) I can sort of follow the voices and music and
images. They change constantly. It's kind of like MTV. I like it; it's
very entertaining.
Grudging acceptance
I guess I can forgive MTV for trying to mimic the human alpha state if
Virginia Woolf and James Joyce were doing it in print at the beginning
of the 19th century.