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American inspections of foreign food facilities — which produce everything from crawfish to cookies for the U.S. market — have plummeted to historic lows this year, a ProPublica analysis of federal data shows, even as inspections reveal alarming conditions at some manufacturers.
About two dozen current and former Food and Drug Administration officials blame the pullback on deep staffing cuts under the Trump administration. The stark reduction marks a dramatic shift in oversight at a time when the United States has never been more dependent on foreign food, which accounts for the vast majority of the nation’s seafood and more than half its fresh fruit.
The stakes are high: Foreign products have been increasingly linked to outbreaks of foodborne illness. In recent years, FDA investigators have uncovered disturbing lapses in facilities producing food bound for American supermarkets. In Indonesia, cookie factory workers hauled dough in soiled buckets. In China, seafood processors slid crawfish along cracked, stained conveyor belts. Investigators have reported crawling insects, dripping pipes and fake testing data purporting to show food products were pathogen free.
In 2011, Congress — concerned about the different standards of overseas food operations — gave the FDA new authority to hold foreign food producers to the same safety standards as domestic ones. Although the agency’s small team remained unable to visit every overseas facility, inspections rose sharply after the mandate — sometimes doubling or tripling previous rates.
Now, the U.S. is on track to have the fewest inspections on record since 2011, except during the global pandemic.
Foreign Food Inspections at Lowest Point in Over a Decade, Excluding Pandemic Years
Fewer inspections have taken place than at any time since 2011, excluding 2020 to 2022, when inspections slowed significantly because of the coronavirus pandemic.
Note: Inspections since August are provisional and subject to increase.
Source: FDA
Brandon Roberts and Kevin Uhrmacher/ProPublica
Inspections began to decline early in the administration, after 65% of the staff in the FDA divisions responsible for coordinating travel and budgets left or were fired in the name of government efficiency.
Investigators suddenly had to book their own flights and hotels, obtain diplomatic passports and visas, and coordinate with foreign authorities, former and current FDA staffers told ProPublica. After workers tasked with processing expenses were laid off, investigators waited as a backlog of unfulfilled reimbursements climbed to more than $1 million, a former staffer said. (Investigators are responsible for paying off their own credit cards.) Senior investigators close to retirement also took the opportunity to get out.
Played out on a large scale, this combination of firings and voluntary departures has left the agency scrambling to make up for the loss of 1 out of every 5 of its workers responsible for ensuring the safety of America’s food and drugs.
Susan Mayne, the former director of the FDA’s Center for Food Safety and Applied Nutrition and an adjunct professor at Yale School of Public Health, expressed alarm at the drop in foreign inspections.
“It’s very concerning that we are seeing these kinds of reductions,” said Mayne, who emphasized the administration’s cuts have hamstrung an agency that has long struggled to retain investigators who conduct both foreign and domestic inspections. In an attempt to maintain its numbers, the agency had been working on initiatives to elevate pay and adopt specialized training for investigators. “The plans that were in place to address staffing have now been undermined.”
The gutting of the workforce coincides with other actions the administration has taken that are poking holes in the nation’s food safety net. In March, the FDA announced it was delaying compliance with a rule to speed up the identification and removal of harmful products in the food system, to give more time for companies to follow the rules. The next month, it suspended a quality control program that ensured consistency and accuracy across its 170 pathogen and contaminant labs as a result of staffing cuts.
Then in July, the administration quietly scaled back the Foodborne Diseases Active Surveillance Network, also known as FoodNet, shrinking its surveillance to just two pathogens: salmonella and a common type of E. coli. The program — a partnership between the FDA, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, the Department of Agriculture and state health departments — was responsible for the critical monitoring of eight foodborne illnesses, including infections caused by the deadly bacteria listeria. In response to the change, a CDC spokesperson previously claimed that the program’s surveillance had been duplicative.
The administration did not respond to ProPublica’s questions about these actions.
“There are going to be things that fall through the cracks, and these things aren’t negligible,” said a current FDA investigations official who spoke on the condition of anonymity, fearing reprisal. The same was true of other current and former agency staffers; those who still had jobs risked losing them, while former employees worried about their chances of being rehired or the security of their severance or retirement packages.
The Department of Health and Human Services refused to respond to any of ProPublica’s questions about the decrease in foreign food inspections, citing the government shutdown. “Responding to ProPublica is not considered a mission-critical activity,” said Emily Hilliard, the department’s press secretary. The FDA and the White House also did not respond to requests for comment.
“Basic regulatory oversight functions have been decimated,” said Brian Ronholm, the director of food policy at Consumer Reports. “There’s an enhanced risk of more outbreaks.”
An Agency Already Struggling
The FDA has long been one of the main protectors of the American food supply. The federal agency oversees about 80% of what people eat, including fruits, vegetables, processed goods, dairy products and infant formula and most seafood and eggs. It regulates more than 220,000 farms, food plants and distributors, inspecting facilities, testing for pathogens, tracing outbreaks and issuing recalls.
Only 40% of the facilities that the FDA regulates are within the nation’s borders. While the agency examines some products at ports of entry, those reviews are often cursory; workers cannot manually inspect every import or uncover whether a foreign plant properly cleans its equipment, conducts adequate salmonella testing or has a rat infestation. In-person facility inspections are necessary for that kind of insight.
For example, in 2023, an FDA investigator inspected a Chinese manufacturer of soy protein powder, a common additive in shakes and other beverages. While the company had previously imported its products into the United States without scrutiny, the investigator’s thorough visit found numerous violations, according to an agency report obtained through a federal records request.
Live insects crawled through the facility’s production workshop, while dead ones lay on the floor. Condensation from rust-covered pipes dripped into a water tank waiting to be mixed with raw ingredients. Just outside the plant, the investigator found processing waste and stagnant water coated with a green biofilm, attracting a swarm of bugs too numerous to count.
When the investigator reviewed the firm’s bacteria testing records, which purportedly verified the products were free of salmonella and E. coli, he discovered the company was providing fake data to “satisfy the customer specifications,” according to his inspection report.
Company officials also tried to obstruct his inspection, blocking him from entering a packaging room when he tried to photograph the pest infestation. After the three-day review, the federal agent censured the company, Pingdingshan Tianjing Plant Albumen Co. Ltd., which promised to take corrective actions. The company did not respond to ProPublica’s emailed questions.
If investigators find a foreign food facility is unable to comply with American safety requirements or refuses to permit the FDA to inspect its establishment, the agency can block its products from entering the country.
These crucial foreign inspections are neither easy nor cheap. They typically last longer than domestic ones and cost nearly $40,000 a visit, and they can require months of logistical planning, special visas and diplomatic approval from the host country.
In part because of these challenges, there was a time when the FDA conducted only a few hundred foreign inspections annually.
Then Congress passed the Food Safety Modernization Act of 2011, which set firm targets for the agency: It needed to conduct more than 19,000 foreign food inspections annually by 2016 and increase the number of food field staff to no fewer than 5,000 workers.
The FDA has never fulfilled this congressional mandate. Even before the second Trump administration, the agency was inspecting less than 10% of its target each year.
Dr. Stephen Ostroff, a former acting commissioner of the FDA who also served as the deputy commissioner for foods and veterinary medicine, said that the agency’s foreign food inspections have long been hindered by a lack of resources.
“It’s not because the agency isn’t interested in doing more overseas inspections — they are,” said Ostroff, who retired from the agency in 2019. “They simply don’t have the resources to be able to meaningfully do large numbers of overseas inspections.”
One major obstacle has been a lack of financial support. “Congressional appropriators have never provided the funding that FDA has determined it would need to do those foreign inspections,” said Mayne, who retired from the agency in 2023. Before the food safety act passed, the Congressional Budget Office estimated that the agency would need about $1.4 billion over five years to comply with the new requirements, which included the expansion of field staff and foreign inspections. But lawmakers approved only a fraction of that amount.
As of last year, the agency had about 430 employees conducting both foreign and domestic food inspections, with only 20 investigators dedicated solely to international assignments.
With such limitations, the agency’s inspections have often been reactive instead of proactive. In 2023, for example, FDA investigators did not descend on a Mexican strawberry farm until about 20 people had been hospitalized with hepatitis A, a highly contagious infection that causes liver inflammation and, in some cases, liver failure and death.
Hepatitis A is spread through the consumption of small or even microscopic bits of feces. Farm workers can shed the virus when picking fruit, or it can be transmitted through contaminated water.
At the Mexican berry farm, federal investigators found significant safety violations, including sanitation facilities with hand-washing water that was dirty, gray and leaking throughout the growing area; one toilet offered no ability to wash one’s hands. The FDA censured the company, citing 11 violations of American food safety regulations. According to public data, the agency did not reinspect the farm to ensure it had made corrections even as its products kept entering the United States.
In January, less than two weeks before the second Trump administration came in, a report by the Government Accountability Office rebuked the FDA for consistently falling short of its foreign food inspection targets. The oversight office, recognizing the vital importance of the FDA’s food safety mission, urged Congress to direct the agency to assess how many foreign inspections are needed to keep the country’s food supply safe.
The FDA said in response that, in 2025, it would increase staffing levels and prioritize the training and development of investigators.
Then Donald Trump was inaugurated.
Reversing a Decade of Gains
During the first few weeks of the new Trump administration, foreign inspections carried on as usual. But the sudden hemorrhaging of FDA workers through firings, retirements and buyouts quickly foiled the agency’s plans to ramp up staff and inspections.
While the administration had vowed that food safety inspectors would be spared, it began to cut critical investigative support staff in March, a move that would eventually incapacitate foreign inspections, current and former FDA staffers told ProPublica.
As the agency lost support staff, their responsibilities shifted to investigators, who were quickly overwhelmed by the new burdens. Passports, visas and travel were all delayed.
“Support staff are not just there to bide time — they have a meaningful role,” said Sandra Eskin, who served as a top USDA food safety official in the Biden administration and is now the CEO of advocacy group Stop Foodborne Illness. “It’s like a game of Jenga: If you pull out one from the middle or the bottom, the whole tower collapses.”
In recent years, the agency has typically been able to conduct about 110 foreign food inspections each month, but in March, the number of inspections dropped almost in half compared with the monthly average in the previous two years.
As specialists who handled reimbursements were also fired, some investigators waited months for repayment, which made them reluctant to take on other foreign assignments, former and current staffers said.
The cuts and growing work burden quickly collapsed morale across the investigative division, leading many senior investigative officials with decades of experience to retire.
“We already had a significant percentage of our workforce that was eligible for retirement,” said a current FDA employee in the investigations division, “so reading the writing on the wall, they decided to exit.” These departures also interrupted the development of new investigators, as some of the senior staff members who left had been tasked with training new hires, a process that can take up to two years.
“There’s been such a brain drain,” said food safety expert Jennifer McEntire, founder of consulting firm Food Safety Strategy, “when inspectors do go out and are observing things, there’s no phone-a-friend.”
Instead of addressing the shortfall, in May, FDA Commissioner Dr. Marty Makary announced that the agency would expand the number of unannounced foreign inspections, in which investigators show up at facilities without alerting them first. Given the limited staff and resources, several current and former staffers told ProPublica that the prospect of conducting unannounced visits was impractical and even “comical.”
“A foreign unannounced trip is like an accelerated coordination process,” said a current FDA investigations official. “If you’re going to increase the number and not increase the staff, we don’t know how to make some of that stuff work.”
By the end of July, the number of foreign food inspections conducted by the agency was nearly 30% lower compared with similar periods in the previous two years. The administration refused to provide ProPublica with up-to-date inspection numbers, so we relied on data from the FDA’s public inspection dashboard to conduct this analysis.
Foreign inspections are not the only tool for overseeing food from abroad. The agency has developed partnerships with counterparts in other countries to ensure comparable oversight and required importers to verify that their foreign suppliers are following American standards. However, former and current agency staffers said that these initiatives also have been impacted by the administration’s cuts and recent departures.
While the administration’s cuts were ostensibly ordered to maximize efficiency and productivity, they have had an opposite effect, several former and current FDA employees said, reversing years of progress.
“The goal is to accomplish as much and more with less resources,” said a former high-level FDA investigations official. “Less inspections translate to less regulatory oversight, and that, from a public health perspective, never benefits the public.”
Scott Faber, senior vice president for government affairs at the nonprofit advocacy organization Environmental Working Group, said the fallout is simple:
“When you take a wrecking ball to the federal government, you are going to wind up undermining important government functions that keep all of us safe, especially our food,” he said. “It’s only a matter of time before people die.”
How We Calculated Foreign Food Inspections
To understand how inspections of foreign food facilities have changed, we used a publicly available dashboard where the FDA publishes the results of those inspections. This database also includes inspections for manufacturers of drugs, medical devices, cosmetics, tobacco, biologics and veterinary products.
Beginning in May, we downloaded the entire database weekly and tracked the number of newly added foreign food facility inspections.
The dashboard is continually updated, with data added after inspections are finalized. That typically occurs 45 to 90 days after the close of an inspection, though some reports may not be posted until the agency takes a final enforcement action. Through an analysis, we determined that few reports are added more than 90 days after an inspection date.
Our story therefore only includes inspections through July. In an accompanying chart, we show the more provisional data through September. We asked HHS for recent figures, but the department refused to share them.
We considered the possibility that the downtrend in foreign food inspections was solely due to a lag in inspections being added to the dashboard. To check this, we performed the same analysis on domestic inspections. This analysis showed that while the rate of foreign inspections had significantly decreased, domestic inspections have continued almost uninterrupted.
Previously, breast cancer among men was on a list of conditions that the VA presumed were connected to a veteran’s military service. As we reported, the department removed the disease from that list in a memo signed by Collins in September. The directive cited an order that President Donald Trump issued on his first day in office titled: “Defending Women from Gender Ideology Extremism and Restoring Biological Truth to the Federal Government.”
As a result, in order to get coverage through the VA, the roughly 100 male veterans who are diagnosed with breast cancer each year must now prove their disease was connected to their military service, a burden that has often been hard to meet.
Separately, Sen. Richard Blumenthal, a Democrat from Connecticut and the ranking member of the Senate Veterans’ Affairs Committee, introduced a bill on Tuesday that would require the government to disclose when it is changing benefits for veterans exposed to toxins.
What They Said: Democrats, led by Rep. Mark Takano, the ranking member of the House Veterans’ Affairs Committee, blasted the VA for the change.
“It is clear with this decision that VA has callously put political calculations and adherence to unscientific executive orders above its obligations to provide care to veterans,” the representatives wrote in the letter.
Meanwhile, Blumenthal said in a statement that transparency in the process is overdue — something his legislation would provide. “This measure guarantees essential information to veterans,” said the senator, whose announcement cited ProPublica’s story. “This is especially critical as the VA is reportedly rolling back coverage of conditions without scientific evidence.”
The VA defended its new policy. “Male breast cancer is a serious condition, and VA will continue to provide care and benefits to any Veteran who can show a service connection for it,” said VA press secretary Pete Kasperowicz. “We also encourage any male Veterans with breast cancer who feel their health may have been impacted by their military service to submit a disability compensation claim.”
Background: That process, however, can be onerous — a fact that drove Congress and the Biden administration to pass the Promise to Address Comprehensive Toxics, or PACT, Act, which streamlined the path to coverage for veterans exposed to toxic substances such as Agent Orange.
Last year, the VA added breast cancer among men to the list of covered diseases. The law directs that “reproductive cancer of any type” be covered. Officials added breast cancer for men under that category after a working group of experts reviewed the science. It’s that decision that prompted the Trump administration to object as part of its effort to root out “gender ideology” in government.
“The Biden Administration falsely classified male breasts as reproductive organs,” Kasperowicz said in a prior statement to ProPublica. On Wednesday, he reiterated the point: Democrats “may wish to ignore the details of the PACT Act as it’s written, but the law simply states that VA must presume service connection for ‘reproductive cancer,’ and male breast cancer is not a reproductive cancer.”
Why It Matters: Collins has long insisted that the administration’s changes at the VA will not affect care. “Veterans benefits aren’t getting cut,” he said in February. “In fact, we are actually giving and improving services.”
But experts say the new policy on breast cancer in men could result in delayed or even missed care for veterans — even as research has shown the disease is particularly deadly for men and that its prevalence among them has been increasing.
In addition to insisting that the VA reverse its decision, House members in their letter demanded to know what, if any, evidence the agency relied on. “The PACT Act is the law — not a suggestion,” the letter states. “And it requires VA to follow the evidence, not executive orders that distort science for politics.”
Meanwhile, Blumenthal’s bill — the Presumptive Clear Legal Assessment and Review of Illnesses from Toxic Exposure Yields (CLARITY) Act — would require the VA to create a website detailing its decisions about covering illnesses related to exposure to toxic substances.
1. What rating do you write most fics under? Teen and Up, with 74 fic out of 142, a little more than half of them. To be honest, I tend to be cautious with my tagging: some things might fit under General Audiences, but if there's any doubt or element that could raise it, I put Teen, just in case. Mature is a distant second with 46.
2. What is your most-tagged category? (F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M, Multi, or Other?) Femslash reigns supreme with 53! F/F, Gen (47 at the moment) and F/M (45 right now, but if I finish two drafts, by this weekend it'll catch up with Gen) are usually very close together, with F/F usually a bit above the other two. M/M really lags behind with... 7 fics, as of today aldsfkjñl. But it will change in the future, as I ship my most written male character with more than a few dudes.
It will never get on the other three's level though xD
Multi has 5, and it will raise a bit too (I also ship my favourite dude in an F/M/M ot3 AND my favourite gal in a specific F/F poly arrangement, so).
3. What are your top 3 fandoms? The DCU with 47 fics, 44 of which are tagged DCU (Comics), 23 as Batman (Comics), and 15 as Batgirl (Comics). As you see, I'm exhaustive LOL. But I'm counting all those as only one fandom, DCU. Second spot goes to Supernatural with 21 fanworks, and the third is a tie between The 100 (TV) and the Plecverse (The Vampire Diaries & Related Fandoms) with 11 fanworks each.
4. What is your top character you write about? Right now, it's a tie between Jason Todd and Cassandra Cain, with 13 each. Jason will get top spot this weekend, and he won't have a hard time staying around the top with all the WIPs I have where he's a protagonist, a love interest, a deuteragonist, a secondary/antagonistic menance, a ghost hunting the narrative... or several of the above at once lol. But tbh a lot of DC characters have good chances and are close to those numbers. It usually depends on fandom events that can make the numbers change, and Cass herself does have a week in January that I might try to write something for.
5. What are the 3 top pairings? The gold is for Castiel/Meg from Supernatural with 10, most of which are edits (I REALLY went out when I organised a ship event while I was active in the fandom lol), and the silver for Caroline/Klaus as the runner-up with 6. The bronze is a triple tie between Steph/Cass, Jason/Mia Dearden, and Isabelle/Raphael (from Shadowhunters) with 4 fics each, but Jason/Mia will be on the rise (Steph/Cass will probably make appearances too, but I am a fan of them as messy exes first and foremost, so keep that in mind!).
6. What are the top 3 additional tags? My top tags are Drabble (59), Pre-Reboot (32) and Femslash February (30).
7. Did any of this surprise you? (e.g. what turned out to be your top tag.) Absolutely none of it lol, I tend to be very aware of my ~general trends. I like what I like :P. The only thing I can say is that the presence of SPN or Shadowhunters is a bit outdated because I have abandoned those fandoms. Sometimes I do get a bit of an itch for Bela Talbot in particular (and even less often, other SPN women), but I try to ignore it xD, I have other priorities now.
This is another one of those “I’m too short to reach the top shelf” stories, but this one has a twist. Every time I’m at the store I forget to buy drink straws for my kid. Finally, I remember while I’m there, and go looking. As would figure, the store seemed to be out, but […]
I work in a superstore that sells groceries as well as lots of other types of items. It's not too uncommon for some customers to try to get a reaction out of their cashiers by buying suggestive combinations of products. It doesn't faze me anymore.
...fans are connecting based on affinity and instinct and participating in hyperconnected networks that they built for one purpose but can use for many others. [p. 270]
The subtitle, 'How Fangirls Created the Internet as We Know It', is somewhat misleading. The Archive of Our Own -- built by (mostly female) fans, currently hosting over 16 million fanworks, proudly cost-free and independent since 2007 -- gets a single sentence. In contrast Tumblr (owned by a succession of big tech companies) is repeatedly lauded as an archive as well as a medium for sharing and communicating.
The book's focus is very much on One Direction (1D) fandom, and the author's personal experience is part of the story. She explores how fandom can be a coping mechanism, a creative outlet, a way of life: and she doesn't shy away from some of the more troubling aspects of fandom,( Read more... )
I try to avoid connecting too many details of my personal life to this username, but I am having a doozy of a week.
The cozy local game store my friends and I have regularly patronized for the past couple years is having a social tailspin as several unsavory details have come out about the owner's business practices. It's unclear (to me, at least) whether what he's doing is illegal or simply unethical, but either way our crowd is migrating to a new game store for future Magic events. The upside of this has been the chance to solidify my friendships with several of the store's now-former regulars.
A dozen of us are going to someone's house for a potluck and informal Magic tournament on Friday. I'm planning to bring oranges and a big batch of my blackberry pineapple lemonade, but I'm also trying to think of some more tangible food item I can buy or make without breaking the bank. We have some nut allergies and a gluten intolerance in the group, which rules out several of my usual potluck staples. If anyone sees this and thinks of the perfect thing, I'd love suggestions!
As my casual cardplaying hobby melts down, my fiance's having some significant family problems. His mother's working on getting her divorce finalized. She still owns a business with his soon-to-be-ex stepparent, and Stepparent continues to take home a co-owner's salary while ignoring deadlines and fobbing off responsibilities on my fiance, who has worked there for over a decade but is not trained or qualified to do Stepparent's job.
Meanwhile, my fiance's youngest brother is stuck in the shared custody whirlpool. Stepparent has become convinced that Brother should not attend public school anymore and wants to pull him out of school while she looks for options. She sent my fiance's mother a many-page document about this, which included a section in which she clarified that she is unwilling to contribute to any homeschooling efforts or fill out any school-related paperwork. Brother has a cluster of developmental and communication disabilities and has been treated terribly by public school officials, but keeping him out of any school altogether for a nebulous period of time sits poorly with the rest of us. At this point he only attends school or does homework on the days he's with my fiance's mother. Stepparent also insists that she is the only person who understands Brother's feelings or makes an effort to communicate with him.
My fiance and I had a long talk with his mother over pork and apple soup earlier this week in which we said things like "That document is a strong example of her parenting style and the way she communicates with you, so save it in case things continue like this and you have to sue for full custody" and "You're right. This is emotional abuse." The past two years have been a minefield of gaslighting and financial abuse, and it can be painful to watch. The worst part is when Stepparent sends me one of her long, rambling text messages and I have to figure out a diplomatic response so she won't take it out on my fiance's mother.
While we were there, Stepparent came by to drop Brother off. She poked her head in and apologized, saying she'd rear-ended my fiance's car. (No major damage. We checked later.) Brother then started hitting her with some force, eventually pushing her out the door, which he locked. Obviously I, my fiance, and his mother verbally objected to this. My fiance's mother crossed the room, told Brother that we don't hit people, and unlocked the door to let Stepparent back in. Stepparent immediately chastised my fiance's mother for intervening, saying that it was a disruption of Brother's freedom to communicate. The next day my fiance and I woke up to a long text from Stepparent. Evidently us crying out when we saw Brother hit someone kept her from "decoding [his] behaviors as communication."
This is an almost thirteen year old boy who does not ordinarily hit people. He has significant communication difficulties, yes, but he uses a mixture of ASL, verbal speech, writing, and gestures to communicate with reasonable fluency. To say that it's alarming that one of his households encourages hitting as a viable communication strategy for a preteen is an understatement.
Since this whole mess began, I've told my fiance that I'm in his first ring of support so he can be in his mother's. Luckily both of them have good therapists as well. At the same time, the situation begins to frighten me. I've been part of Brother's life since he was five. I love the kid like crazy. Stepparent loves him too, without question, but she's not treating him right and it doesn't feel like there's anything I can do about that. I hate feeling so powerless. Right now, the best thing I can do is just keep being there for my fiance, his mother, and their family. I've been making her a lot of soup.
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1. In writing my piece yesterday on Elon Musk misinterpreting The Lord of the Rings as a tale of the heroism of "hard men" like Tommy Robinson, I left one point out. If the Dúnedain of Arnor and Gondor don't actually qualify as "hard men" by Musk's standards, you know who does? The ruffians that Sarumen sent to the Shire. Those were as hard as you could want, and rather reminiscent of Tommy Robinson. But you wouldn't want them. Let's not take Musk's reading, shall we?
2.Well, the election results are encouraging. I don't have much to do with New York City, but the place is a large spectacle difficult to ignore, and I hope that incoming mayor Zohran Mamdani has better luck with his sweeping reforming agenda than have previous reforming NYC mayors like, say, John Lindsay. Judging from his recent interview on the Daily Show, Mamdani's plan for overcoming institutional barriers is to try really, really hard.
According to the Washington Post, Mamdani "says Israel should not exist as a Jewish state." No further elaboration on what he means by that. That's disturbing, and crosses a line that should not be crossed, but it's not in keeping with the judiciously balanced criticism I've otherwise heard from him. So I'm not sure whether to believe it, or indeed what it means as to the reliability of the Post as a source.
In other mayoral news, people are still trying to make excuses for Andrew Cuomo. "Cuomo had baggage, to be sure, but he was a “single Italian male” from a different era." I don't know what being Italian has to do with this, but don't give us that "different era" nonsense. Cuomo was born in 1957 and reached maturity in the 1970s, as did I. That was the heyday of second-wave feminism, and I and my male friends were steeped in that rhetoric. Our implementation was flawed and imperfect, to be sure, but we were taught to be respectful of women and certainly not to sexually harass our co-workers and employees. Because that would be wrong.
3. Joshua Kosman writes about a play depicting a thinly-disguised Fleetwood Mac creating Rumours, and thinks the only explanation for the thing's appeal is its depiction of what's involved in making a rock record. That might intrigue me. Despite watching much of the Beatles' Let It Be footage (and being stunningly bored by most of it), I know little of the creativity involved in this process, except that it's very different from how classical musicians work. I might like to know more.
5. I haven't had time to listen to all of this yet. It's a 90-minute oral history interview with Warfield M. Firor. He was a professor of surgery at Johns Hopkins Medical School, and I presume the interview is mostly about that (the beginning describes his own medical school days), but I wonder if it gets into his distinctive hobby. In the post-WW2 years when rationing was tight in the UK, Dr. Firor would send - purely as spontaneous gifts - canned hams to C.S. Lewis, who was apparently one of his favorite authors. Lewis would have these prepared by his college chef and served to his friends at invitational suppers, and rendered himself nearly speechless trying to write letters of thanks for this largess. Is there anything about this story from Dr. Firor's point of view?
With Top Thrill 2, my roller coaster count climbed to 313, and bunnyhugger's to something like 337. This requires some trickery to record, though. coaster-count.com, the easiest way to keep a record of this, draws on the Roller Coaster Database (rcdb.com) for its basic data set, and RCDB has for some reason decided that Top Thrill 2 is essentially a renaming of Top Thrill Dragster, which we already have credited. To my way of thinking Top Thrill 2 is such a different ride that it has to be considered a new ride. But RCDB also considers Kennywood's Thunderbolt to be the same coasters Pippin, even though Pippin got a major expansion and redesign to make it Thunderbolt. And it counts Seabreeze's Bobsleds as the same ride as Junior Coaster, despite that getting expanded and being changed from normal metal strips to tubular steel track. And yet it does not count Cedar Point's Steel Vengeance as the same ride as Mean Streak, despite similar-in-magnitude changes in the structure and layout and tracking.
What this comes to, though, is that deep down ``identity'', what makes a thing a thing, is a frightfully elusive concept that breaks down on most any serious investigation. We think Top Thrill 2 is a different ride; our roller coaster counting system does not, and what's there to do besides include a manual correction to their count?
Well, one thing you could do is make a substitution. Coaster-Count offers a bunch of coasters that aren't there anymore, or aren't ridable, for people who might have, say, ridden Jumbo Jet back in the day. It also lists some things that are not in the Roller Coaster Database, since, for example, RCDB doesn't list roller coasters in travelling shows. It also lists some things that one might not list as a roller coaster, like the White Water Landing log flume, or the Demon Drop freefall ride, or Pipe Scream, a Disk'O ride that Cedar Point occasionally tries to list as a roller coaster, and Coaster-Count plays along with them. Of course, Coaster-Count has stern warnings about what might happen if you falsely record yourself as having ridden a ride, or even if you just give a false date to your ride. I too would love to know what historical problem brought them to that sternness.
Anyway, a problem for future us. On the day, our big thing next was to go riding stuff and discovering how many rides were not open. First day of Halloweekends there's some roller coasters they don't bother opening, at least unless there's higher-priority coasters that are closed for some reason, which is why Gemini and Corkscrew and Rougarou and our dear Blue Streak weren't running. We did check in on Steel Vengeance to discover its line was already too long for us --- we'd come back later in the weekend and get lucky, joining a line only about twenty minutes long when we happened to get there just after the ride had been closed --- and found that Maverick's video-screen queue promised a wait of 0 minutes or, for Fast Lane riders, 0 minutes. This turned out to be an under-estimate and the actual wait was closer to fifteen minutes or so, which is still a good short wait for the ride.
It would be a good night for riding, maybe the best of the weekend despite some of our favorite rides being closed. Not too busy anywhere and everything running quickly. We'd also get dinner at the park although I forget which side of the park. I know we had dinner once at the place with pasta dishes that replaced the Antique Autos ride, and once at the Grand Pavilion on the Boardwalk area where we got potatoes not as good as they used to serve there, and once at the place in Frontier Town that makes burrito bowls and turns out not to charge you for guacamole if you get the vegetarian bowl. Also once we got lunch at one of the food trucks that they still have around, this nice Puerto Rican rice-and-plantains dish. It makes no difference the order when we had these and barely matters that we had them at all, but I did want my readers to be confident we hadn't starved ourselves. (Somehow over the weekend I lost five pounds, though I've since found them again.)
And to close out the night we took a chance on Siren's Curse, which had something like a 25 minute wait for Fast Lane and N/A for regular non-line-cutters. This might reflect that there wasn't reliable data on hand, or it might reflect that the wait for normal people not giving the park money to cut the line had a wait of just about the same length. And Siren's Curse at night? With the lights of the track and the lights of the train at work? That turns out to be really great. The train has lighting with colors that change as you move through the ride, which includes music and audio from the Siren, Cursing you for whatever it is you were doing exactly, so that what is already a quite good ride --- not just for the initial gimmick of the track hinging from horizontal to vertical --- gets this an extra level or two up. Really good night.
Next up on my photo roll, pictures from a bit of pinball and something else ...
bunnyhugger putting in some entries for the Dungeons and Dragons launch party. You can see the plaque beside bunnyhugger in her dragon livery, and also, you can see how perfect that outfit is for a game like this.
Right around this point PCL began setting up livestreaming gear and he even set up a podcasting 'booth' on the big table we use to organize pinball events. Here you see bunnyhugger offering a few words about the game that we didn't really know the rules for, underneath.
This was the first event since league member ERR died and I noticed one of his high scores was still around, so, preserved it. Number four is the last of the high scores that Stern tables keep around; whoever next made a high score would bump him off.
More livestreaming. Also you can see the Lansing Pinball neon-style sign PCL had made up not realizing there was no possible place to hang it at the barcade.
A separate event but still pinball related: the trophies for March Hare Madness, which was maybe two weeks after the above pictures. The trophy bases are recycled bowling trophies but the statues are Michaels toys given gold, silver, and bronze paint.
And finally, a jigsaw puzzle that had been a gift from my parents, and that bunnyhugger and I did together: the history of (crewed) space flight done in jigsaw form, with depictions of all the spacesuits (upper left), space stations (center left), spacecraft (center right), and booster vehicles (bottom) used to date. I did more work on this than she did as I'm the guy who will spot the differences between the excessively many Soyuz variations.
Trivia: Around 1200 Quaker volunteers went to Germany, Austria, Yugoslavia, Greece, and Sicily in 1945 to aid victims of war. Source: Ruin and Renewal: Civilizing Europe after World War II, Paul Betts. Not the largest volunteer relief force on the ground, Betts notes, but a particularly experienced and efficient one as the Quakers had been providing help to all, friend or foe, since the Crimean War.
Currently Reading: Lost Popeye Zine, Sundays Supplement Volume 18: 1956, Tom Sims, Bill Zaboly. Editor Stephanie Noelle.
2025 hasn't been great in terms of writing, as I've whinged about plenty. I'm still hoping to get more done by the end of the year, and hopefully set myself up for success in 2026. (Whether that success materializes or not is a problem for next year!)
For October my goals were: - To be more consistent about using the writing-focused accounts I'd set up. - To finish the introduction/initial info for the Worldhopping Fairytale Monstrosity fic - To finish the introduction/initial info for the second original project - To finish the introduction/initial info for the Sparrow Hill Road/Alice Isn't Dead crossover fic
And how did it go?
- I did post fairly regularly to my zero-follower writing DW account. Tumblr felt like it was entirely posting to the void, but not even in a self-helpful way like the DW account, so I sort of gave up on that. I did entirely give up on Bsky with their new guidelines, but I suppose I shouldn't. Even if they gave in to the moral suck, it still seems to be where everyone is.
- I did finish the intro for the WFM fic
- I did finish the intro for the second original project
- I did finish the intro for the SHR/AID fic
- Additionally, I started (if barely) the snowflake outline for the first original project
So really, it went fairly well. I felt a bit like I halfassed the WFM and second original intros, but having them be done is at least moderately satisfying.
My goals for November: - Continue the Snowflake outline for the first original project (Ideally, I'd like to finish the outline) - Start the outline for the Worldhopping Fairytale Monstrosity (though I'm afraid that this one will be really long)
Tentative goals for December: - Continue/finish the outline for the Worldhopping Fairytale Monstrosity - Start/ideally finish the outline for the second original project
Into early 2026: - Create a shareable introduction for the first original project - Do the first draft of the first original project - Do the first draft of the first part of the WFM fic
Of course, my plan is to try a "slow and steady" approach to trying to make progress... and I just don't feel like it, haha.
So as ambitious as the above sort of is, and as much as I want to make progress (/fear that I will regret the times where I'm not), I also just... am kind of falling back into the feeling of "well, I'll work on it when I want to." Which is a bit frustrating. I think I'll maybe give it at least a few days of not pushing, and if I still don't feel like it, then maybe I'll try pushing through and see if that feels better or worse, ha.
So all of the above is probably the "wishful thinking" plan, but we'll see how far I get.
It is a little weird not to be doing any kind of writing challenge for November. I did NaNoWriMo for so many years before it went up in flames. The year they embraced AI (the last year before they shuttered) I did "novella November," a writing challenge that popped up as an alternative... but then the person running that started posting a bunch of what felt, to me, like bad-faith criticism trashing a bunch of popular media/the fans thereof on the event account, so I noped away from that, too. I know there are still other challenges floating around, including, I guess, a new one by some of the people who were involved with NaNoWriMo in the past. But... this was definitely not the year for it, for me. Maybe another year.
Just finished:Emily of New Moon, on audiobook from Librivox. Dean Priest is sketchy as shit from Day One. Teddy is white-bread. Ilse and Perry at least have personalities. And Jimmy is darling.
Currently reading: Number 5 of the Dungeon Crawler Carl (slowly), and I'm partway through the audiobook of Jamaica Inn by Daphne duMaurier, which is hella gothic and really well-written. I'm mildly entertained by DCC but I cannot keep all the fancy spells in my brain and the body count is pretty excessive (especially once you know that all the NPCs are real people!)
Up Next:The Nameless Land by Kate Elliott, sequel to The Witch Roads. Happily it's available on Bookshop.org DRM-free, so I could download it and sideload it onto my Kindle.
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In other news, work is insane and and and. But at least Prop 50 passed, and at least some of the Dems are figuring out that we need them to FIGHT BACK. But this shutdown sucks. I can't be more specific than that.
A time crunch means a light issue this week. And just when I've discovered a new pet peeve that I want to write about sometime! Maybe if I can make a list of interesting ones...
My friend/coworker and I work in a grocery store that's kinda out in the sticks. An older woman is struggling with her groceries, so we offer to help her out to her car. She walks slooooowly to her car, much slower than she was in the store.
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My back was killing me for 12 hours. It only let up this evening. I lathered the area with voltran. I swam. I did some back stretches and exercises in the water. I slapped on a lidocaine patch. I bitched and moaned a lot. I walked around the building. After lunch, I went to Costco to walk around there (and by the way, no sign of my beloved ham and cheese croissants! wtf is up with that???). I did some back exercises on the floor. Finally about 5, the pain started to ease up. And by 6 it was pretty much gone.
I did check with Dr. AI but it had trouble separating back pain upon waking from back pain interrupting my sleep. So whothefuckknows. I did pick up some good tips for sleeping tonight (pillow between knees if on side or under knees if on back). Plus.
The 1.5 inch foam topper arrived a little bit ago and I put it on the bed. The instructions said it would take about 24-49 hours to recover from the vacuum packing but it seemed to do fine after about 15 minutes.
Please please please make it work. Another day like today will make me beyond cranky.
But, right now, I'm wallowing in the no pain zone.
Caller: "I want to return my toasted sandwich maker."
Me: "What's the reason for the return?"
Caller: "It's a gimmick! It was fun for like a week, but then I realized there's only so many toasted sandwiches I can make before it gets boring, and I don't have the space for it."
1. Woo-hoo! Democrats won across the board. (In NYC - they won everything but Staten Island Borough President, because you know...Staten Island? And Texas. But it is Staten Island and Texas...)
New York City hits 2 million votes for first time since 1969. Biggest turnout for a Mayoral election ever.
Miki Sherrel won the Governor's Race in New Jersey - becoming the first female Democrat Governor of the State.
Oh, and NBC has an interactive map showing how each neighborhood in NYC voted for the Mayoral race. It's kind of fun, and shows that elections are complicated.
2. Work wore me out. That and lack of sleep - I couldn't get comfortable, and I kept waking up. Didn't fall asleep until Midnight, and woke up at 3 am and 5:26 am. Something beeped outside and woke me up at 3. Took a while to get back to sleep. Then something woke me at 5:26, and I never got back to sleep.
Very busy. Kind of inundated? They decided to get together and unload all their work on myself and Breaking Bad at the same time. Don't procrastinate folks? It just makes more work for everybody. But my good deed was installing two printers on my computer and Breaking Bad's. Just in time for the new folks to move in - in two weeks. Maybe they'll bring a printer that is in closer proximity. Albeit not too close proximity.
Commute wasn't easy either - but went smoother than expected. I miss hopping on the G taking it to 4/9th Streets, and running down the steps. Now? Going down steps hurts, so I take the F, run up, then down steps, and wait on a tiny platform with a ton of folks for the R. Oh well, it's 35 minutes either way.
But overall? Happy to be back at work. I enjoy what I do for the most part - it's a lot of analysis, editing, problem solving, and figuring things out.
3. Cooler - in the 40s-low 60s. Typical Autumn weather in NY. A-typical is 60s-80s, typical is 40s,50s, and low 60s.
Time change is still messing with me though - by the time my body gets accustomed to it - they'll change it again, right around my birthday. Whose bright idea was it to do the Time Warp?
4. Buffy/Angel re-watch.
I'm enjoying Angel more now than I did the first go-around. Buffy, I always enjoy. It occurred to me today that the writers fell in love with a specific plot twist - which they employed in S2. Which is the good guy turns bad or switches sides. They also did the bad guy switches sides to help the heroine - but they enjoy the good guy turns bad a lot more. ( Read more... )
[I'm mainly just writing about this at this point to please myself at this point. Hopefully it entertains others too. But alas, as in most things, there's really no way of knowing for sure. I'm thinking I probably wrote it to please myself back in the day as well. Although a bit better, and more targeted.]
I'm in line at my favorite fried chicken place, and this is the conversation between the woman ordering and the woman behind the counter (more or less):
Cashier: "What the h*** yo fat a** want?"
Customer: "B****, get me a bucket and some popcorn chicken!"
Cashier: "You sure yo fat a** needs to be eating all that?"
yarning yay I went to yarn group on Sunday and there was such good turnout, even though several people couldn't make it. It was really nice. I learned that one of my kickbunny customers has a puzzle game where her cat pushes a button to request certain toys, and she requests her kickbunny ALL the time! So heartwarming! She also sent a pic of the cat lying with her head on the bunny. Too sweet! I also gave five hats and a scarf to a yarn group member who volunteers at BoysTown/Boysville (a shelter for kids--with residential family situations, not dormitories). The yarning will go straight to the kids, not their thrift shop, so that's doubly wonderful. Also, I found a missing safety eye that I'd searched high and low for. Not high enough, apparently, as it was ON my workbench, not on the floor despite having clearly heard it bounce!
yarning boo The reversible doll pattern I was using to make niece's xmas gift has a major flaw in the pattern & I'm really pissed off about it. I could wing it and make it work, or else I could just frog it and make something else for her entirely. Undecided.
healthcrap still under the weather. More nausea. I quit coffee, because it was a direct nausea trigger, and it is so weird to be caffeine-free; it's torn up my whole morning routine. As far as the insomnia, I was going to sleep around midnight (boo!) and waking for hours in the madrugada (double boo!), only to sleep til ten once I finally drifted off. Then the clock change knocked me back onto schedule, I hope. The morning nausea continues, though. And today I felt so rotten I actually napped for ninety minutes. Weird.
mercury retrograde starts this Friday in Sagittarius, then moves into Scorpio in about ten days, IIRC. At least this year it ends before the Yuletide deadline instead of being dead on it & crashing the AO3 servers. Fun times. Mars is also in Sagittarius, as of yesterday, so our tendency to behave like the arrow (not the archer, the *arrow*) zooming through spacetime is super heightened. Try to pace yourself & refrain from jumping to conclusions.
yesterday I took another day off work, made pumpkin pie, granola, cheesy puff pastry thingies and went and got my covid and flu shots. no big deal, my day off! and then I got a hell of a nasty period all at once, the first in several months. then at 1:30am I was woken up by very bright headlights shining in my second story bedroom window and car door slams. I went to investigate in the cold, just someone broken down who's ride got there already and they left pretty quickly. I took aleve at this point because my shoulder was very sore despite my best efforts and I was pretty nauseous and extremely thirsty.
didn't get back to sleep for a bit.
I did sleep in a bit to make up for the middle of the night interruption, so I wasn't super tired for most of the day, got some farm work done but now I'm very sleepy all of a sudden and heading to bed as soon as I finish eating my pie. I'm hoping I can fall asleep fast, we're getting a heck of a windstorm and maybe some rain, but we battened down the hatches and actually took one canopy fully down this afternoon. pie could be better tasting, I usually like a little more spices for flavor but it's tasty enough.
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Europe at Dawn by Dave Hutchinson, and thus finishes the Fractured Europe Sequence. I enjoyed it a lot, though sometimes it made me feel as though I just wasn't smart enough for it; there are a lot of chapters which begin so completely in medias res that you just have to soldier on until you hit the background/flashback that explains what is going on. Although the last book ties up some of the loose ends, they are only loosely tied, so to speak, and it feels very open-ended. (To be fair, there was no overarching action plot here, just generally tying up ends and solving mysteries. Also I didn't realize for far too long that some of the POV chapters were actually in the past relative to present action (or rather, took place at the same time that some of the events in other books took place; time has passed.)
What I've recently finished listening to:
The Strange Case of Starship Iris wrapped up its final season a few weeks ago. I liked it overall, though I definitely preferred the political action/adventure parts more than the personal relationships parts, other than the general bonding of the crew as a unit. I also found it rather on the nose with respect to Current Political Events, but hey, it's not Jessica Best's fault that she wrote an SF podcast about freedom-fighting rebels up against a juggernaut of an iron-fisted government just when, you know. waves hand around helplessly
What I've recently finished playing:
Dragon Age: The Veilguard! I enjoyed playing but I was ready for it to be over. I (female Qunari mage) romanced Harding, but the romance content is -->.<-- (Though admittedly there was some nice emotional content relative to the romance near the end.) On the one hand, the fact that most of the decisions about what to do and say don't seem to have much effect on things made it feel less fraught and scary, like - I often look up spoilers for major decisions because I don't replay games and so I want to make sure I don't end up with some horrible ending. On the other hand, it probably contributed to me feeling less involved with the game on an emotional level.
I didn't like that the choice of race and faction didn't have a whole lot to do with anything. I mean, I had extra Shadow Dragons dialogue, but mostly I didn't know anything extra about Minrathous. And I was Qunari - but an adopted war orphan with zero connection to anything remotely Qun, so I felt really dumb talking to Taash (and especially Shathann) about Qunari customs.
I did really love the graphics, and all the very interesting landscapes, the different cities and landscapes (the Ossuary!!!) and especially the Crossroads. The companion banter is super fun and I sort of wanted to set them all up with each other! I especially loved Taash and Lucanis talking about capes, hee. I did everybody's quests, of course, and got everyone to Hero status, and all my factions to three stars.
I did the Regrets of the Dread Wolf questline and met Mythal, and...I really tried to give good answers, but every time I failed, to the point where I figured there was no way of avoiding the fight. So I ended up having to fight her and hoo boy that was tough. And then! I looked at an "endings" walkthrough and it said I had to have resolved the quest peacefully to get the best ending, so I resigned myself to having screwed up, but haha it turns out they recommended that only because that is such a tough fight, yay, I got the best ending.
(I did not look up spoilers for the rest of the endgame, but fortunately I managed to not get my sweetheart killed.)
Anyway, it was fun, but when I finished I didn't want to jump into another epic right away, so I started playing Monument Valley, which several of you had recommended to me - and that was delightful! It's like, what if M. C. Escher had designed a puzzle game? I finished the first game and am now doing the "appendices". I also have the second game, so that's probably next.
B is playing Horizon Forbidden West, and I can't resist looking over his shoulder every once in a while. The Horizon games are still my favorites! (He's still in early days, not yet to the Embassy, just doing stuff in Chainscrape.)
Me: "Ma'am, he’s going to need a helmet before he gets in."
Mom: "Oh no, no helmet. I don’t want his face covered." *Holds up her phone.* "I want to actually see his handsome face in the video."
Me: "Sorry, ma’am, but helmets are required for everyone’s safety."
Basically every time the books meme goes around I feel a need to "play" it, mostly because I'm mildly amused at like, what I have vs. haven't read, and this time is no exception. :)
The rules are simple — bold what you've read, italicize what you intend to read, and underline what you loved. So!
With that said, here we go. (Under a cut because it's pretty long and, well, you know.)
Honestly I think I'm mostly surprised at how many of these I have read that I didn't read for school but just because I was tired of everyone going, "this is one of the Best Books Ever, You Must." Save for a handful of 'em, I think I'm mostly like, "eh" on the list as a whole. Some are that good! Many simply...are not... :)
Cubase 15 has dropped, which means that it is time to pay the annual Cubase tax for the upgrade. This is ok, because I expect it and I get a stack of new features.
Among the stack of new features is the AI vocal synthesizer. It's still in beta form, but it allows you to construct male and female vocals from a melody line. It includes full automation capability so that you can dial the various parameters around to create expression.
Overall, I think I'd prefer to have my friends singing along with me.
In any case, I won't be looking at this until *after* Windycon.
I'm taking a forestry class at college, and part of the course is going on forestry walks with the United States Forest Service on their patrols.
Forest Service Guy: "Yeah, man, take care when we're walking through the woods. Last week I almost stepped on this big a** rattlesnake."
Got through two films the last couple of nights while Martin is away on a work trip.
The Mummy was a rewatch, and I’m amused how many of the lines I could remember. It is extremely derivative of the 1932 Universal version, but has pizzazz and charm galore, and I love it. In the last few days news came out of a possible new Mummy film starring Rachel Weisz and Brendan Fraser. Yes please.
Death on the Nile is the Kenneth Branagh version. Charming enough, but for me nowhere near as much fun as the 1978 Peter Ustinov version. But it kept me amused, I liked some of the reworked bits, and was impressed by the English accents of the American cast. Rose Leslie also put a lot of effort vocally into her role as the French-speaking maid. I watched this on Disney+ and had access to loads of extra behind the scenes features, which was nice. I was agog that they built replicas of the SS Karnak and the temple at Abu Simbel.
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We have received a number of inquiries from concerned users regarding the arrests of dozens of danmei writers in China. As an organization, the OTW wholeheartedly shares these concerns. We stand firmly in support of free expression and we are closely monitoring the situation.
Age Verification Laws
Age verification laws have been proposed in multiple states and countries around the world. These laws create barriers that prevent open access to information, hamper the right to freedom of speech, and threaten users’ privacy. The OTW continues to strongly oppose these laws and we want to assure you that we do not intend to introduce age verification on our projects. We continue to monitor for opportunities to make our voice heard and encourage fans to do so as well. Local voices are often the most important for policymakers to hear from.
We've filed two amicus briefs on age verification laws already this year. One, filed with Wikimedia (who runs Wikipedia) and other organizations, in Netchoice v. Brown, urged the appellate court to uphold a block on the Utah Minor Protection in Social Media Act which requires online platforms to verify users' ages before allowing access, restrict certain content for minors through strict controls, and actively monitor and edit content in order to remain compliant with these restrictions.
In a second amicus brief filed with Wikimedia in Netchoice v. Fitch, we expressed concerns with Mississippi House Bill 1126, which threatens platforms’ ability to distribute free knowledge by imposing broad, sweeping restrictions that encroach on free speech rights.
Copyright
We also filed another amicus brief with other organizations in Cox Communications, Inc. v. Sony Music Entertainment, where we discussed the importance of internet access as a practical necessity of daily life, and argued that holding service providers liable for users’ copyright infringement based only on accusations of infringement, rather than actual proof of infringement, would threaten innovation and creativity by creating an incentive for service providers to deny service to creators without requiring evidence or providing due process.
UK’s Online Safety Act
We are monitoring how the Online Safety Act is being interpreted and enforced by the authorities.
Russia’s LGBT Ban
Russia’s restrictions on LGBT-themed content have escalated from a 2013 law aimed at protecting minors to a sweeping ban on all positive depictions of LGBT relationships. In 2023, the Russian Supreme Court labeled the "international LGBT movement" as extremist, effectively criminalizing LGBT advocacy. We strongly condemn this and continue to monitor the situation.
Game Storefronts Delisting NSFW Content
Recently, gaming storefronts Itch.io, Steam, and Valve have begun removing or restricting adult content, citing pressure from payment processors like Visa and Mastercard. These moves are obviously concerning for freedom of expression. The OTW remains committed to both fans' privacy and freedom of imagination. We will not change our policies on explicit or queer media.
KOSA
We continue to monitor the progression of KOSA, which has been reintroduced in the United States Congress. Although AO3 is not a covered platform under this bill, the legislation, if passed, is likely to have serious freedom of speech and privacy implications for all internet users. OTW Legal has already communicated its opposition to this bill to Congress and continues to encourage U.S. users to voice their opposition to it.
Australian Online Safety Act
While we do not believe that this law as-is applies to AO3 or any of our other projects, this is a developing situation that we will continue to monitor. Read more about this in our earlier post: Social Media Bans and AO3.
With regard to all the above legislation as well as any in the future, AO3 and the OTW will do whatever we can to preserve access to AO3 and inform users if anything changes. We remain committed to freedom of expression and will defend it as necessary to ensure that AO3 remains a safe, open space for creative expression.
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The blender promised it could blend anything, but the instruction manual showed him only mundane suggestions for smoothies and milkshakes and, in what it considered a really exotic expansion, pureed soups. Thinking he would either succeed or rely upon the warranty, he tried blending up flowers and crystals and books. He spent the summer sipping on shakes that tasted of sunlight and escapism, then he started eyeing the growing pumpkins and Halloween decorations hungrily.
But tucked inside its first floor is something unique: The Pratt Free Market. It’s one of the country’s first 100% free and full-service grocery stores operated within a public library.
Every Wednesday from 11 a.m. - 2 p.m. and Fridays from 2 p.m. - 5 p.m., customers are welcome to grab whatever they can fit in a library-supplied bag — entirely for free.
The market, which is 90% volunteer-run, is stocked like any other grocery store, with fresh produce, dry goods, paper goods, feminine hygiene products, baby essentials, and household items.
Food is a human need, therefore must be recognized as a human right not a paid privilege. The same is true for other things such as feminine hygiene products.
I don't want to write, read, craft, watch TV, watch youtube, play my newly found passion of Animal Crossing or Stardew Valley... I just want to sit here and.... sit here. Let time pass. Feel it tick away inevitably as inevitably as the end is coming... Is the end coming? He should be okay, right? Will he? Won't he? My family doctor seems to think it's going to end horribly. My field medic friend doesn't seem overly worried, my nurse friend? The one I thought I could count on through thick and thin? She won't even let me tell her about my husband (Which happened over the last two weeks) because she doesn't have space for a trauma dump, so I don't have her input, or well wishes....
I feel alone, and empty, just..... floating, lost....
Is it okay to feel lost? My boyfriend is right there, my husband right over there, and I'm here, and I just..... I'm not here. Where am I? I Don't know... I can't find myself... I'm so lost, Googlemaps won't even work.... I wish someone could help me
Cabin Steward: "Herr Hemrick..."
My last name is an anglicized version of a German last name, so he had mistaken me for German instead of American.
Me: *In English.* "I'm sorry, but I do not speak German."
Cabin Steward: *In a thick German accent.* "Very well. Mr. Hemrick, get your bag and come with me."