Schrödinger's neuroatypicality

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Sometimes I take tests that purport to tell you if you are neuroatypical, and I've never gotten a clear answer. That happened again with eight tests I accessed here: https://embrace-autism.com/aq-10/ (each test includes links to additional tests). I found the site via mdlbear.

These five tests scored me as probably not autistic/neuroatypical/lacking in empathy/alexithymic/ADHD: AQ, Empathy quotient, Toronto Alexithymia Scale, Systematizing quotient, ASRS-5

These four tests scored me as probably autistic/neuroatypical: CAT-Q, RAADS-R, RBQ-2A, Aspie quiz

Details under the cut.

Autism Quotient 10: Not autistic

(I scored 5, a score of 6 or above suggests autism)

The Camouflaging Autistic Traits Questionnaire (CAT-Q): Autistic.

I scored 104, which means "You camouflage autistic traits." (But non-binary neurotypicals score 109 on average, so what the hell?). There are several sub-scores; I scored autistic on "compensation" but non-autistic on "masking" and "assimilation". Also, this test includes a bunch of questions that I think everyone should answer yes to, like "I learn social behaviors by watching other people." Everyone does that, at least as young children. I know that as older children and adults, people on the spectrum sometimes feel that they don't have the knack for it and have to consciously work at it (I fit this description to some extent). So maybe those were the people they were trying to capture with that sort of question. But seriously, who thinks that they learn social behaviors without reference to other people? Does that even make any kind of sense at all?

RAADS-R - designed to identify adult autistics who “escape diagnosis” due to a subclinical level presentation. Autistic.

I scored 80. "All scores of 65 or higher are indicative of autistic traits," but a score of 90 means "Stronger indications of autism, although non-autistics may score as high."

Empathy quotient - Not autistic.

Score: 46. "81% of people previously designated Asperger syndrome score 30 or lower." But I don't agree with the notion that people on the spectrum are automatically non-empathetic.

Systemizing Quotient–Revised: Not autistic.

Score: 66 "Any score above 75 is indicative of autism."

ASRS-5 screening scale for ADHD: No ADHD.

Score: 11. 14↑ you likely have ADHD

RBQ-2A restricted and repetitive behaviours: Autistic.

Score: 42 Scores above 25 indicate autism. Average autistic score: 36.

Toronto Alexithymia Scale: Not alexithymic. Score 49.

Scores of 52–60 indicating possible alexithymia, and scores above 60 indicating alexithymia.

The Aspie Quiz measures five domains: talent, perception, communication, relationship, and social: Autistic (79% probability — oddly specific).

But out of the five domains I scored normal on all but one, Atypical talent — "A high score is related to Autism Spectrum Conditions (ASC) and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)."




The biggest clue I might be atypical in some way, IMHO: The fact that I took these tests and made a list out of my scores and POSTED IT.

We now return you to your regular "muddling through with the personality you've got, whatever they might be calling it this week" life.