1 Apr 2001

firecat: damiel from wings of desire tasting blood on his fingers. text "i has a flavor!" (Default)
I am going to have to change from being a healer into being a warrior and it had bloody well better be worth it.

In my dream, some former colleagues who knew I was now self employed came to me and asked me to babysit for them. I felt put upon.

It seems to me that anger and snappishness accompanies super-vigilance for me. Which may explain why I have avoided s-v in the past, because of getting punished for anger. And since I don't particularly *like* being angry...

I also can feel people looming at me from the shadows getting ready to complain because I am not paying attention to them.

I'm getting good and ready to explode which might scare off or shrapnel some of these people.

firecat: damiel from wings of desire tasting blood on his fingers. text "i has a flavor!" (Default)
I am going to have to change from being a healer into being a warrior and it had bloody well better be worth it.

In my dream, some former colleagues who knew I was now self employed came to me and asked me to babysit for them. I felt put upon.

It seems to me that anger and snappishness accompanies super-vigilance for me. Which may explain why I have avoided s-v in the past, because of getting punished for anger. And since I don't particularly *like* being angry...

I also can feel people looming at me from the shadows getting ready to complain because I am not paying attention to them.

I'm getting good and ready to explode which might scare off or shrapnel some of these people.

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firecat: damiel from wings of desire tasting blood on his fingers. text "i has a flavor!" (Default)
firecat (attention machine in need of calibration)

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