"Relax already"

[firecat]

(posted on a mailing list, in response to someone's rant about how everyone tries to get her to relax and stop stressing about everything)

I have mostly stopped trying to cause highly strung people to relax and I enjoy being around such people as long as they aren't trying to drag me into their stuff.

I think that wanting them to relax was a product of my own anxiety disorder.

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[firecat]

anxiety is somewhat contagious for me.

also, i managed to internalize the notion that one SHOULDN'T ever be anxious or shouldn't let it show

at one point i decided, i'm just going to let it show. it's not like i'm good at hiding it anyway.

then i discovered that at least half of the unpleasantness of anxiety was stressing over whether it showed. once i stopped doing that so much the anxiety didn't seem quite as bad.