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firecat"Some parents get really upset when their kids diverge from their headcanons about them."
A great deal of the difficulty in my relationship with my mother just dissolved away to nothing when I read this sentence.
My mother is gone so this difficulty has been living entirely in my head for ten years. I mean, I still have feelings about her having wanted me to be different, but there's something healing about interpreting her want that way. Because I know that, while headcanons can be very emotionally compelling, they're only in your head. They aren't a Great Truth of the Universe or a Moral Imperative.*
*except a couple of mine :D
A great deal of the difficulty in my relationship with my mother just dissolved away to nothing when I read this sentence.
My mother is gone so this difficulty has been living entirely in my head for ten years. I mean, I still have feelings about her having wanted me to be different, but there's something healing about interpreting her want that way. Because I know that, while headcanons can be very emotionally compelling, they're only in your head. They aren't a Great Truth of the Universe or a Moral Imperative.*
*except a couple of mine :D
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Date: 1 Sep 2021 06:21 am (UTC)